Thursday, October 29, 2009


Insanity, craziness or madness is a spectrum of behaviors characterized by certain abnormal mental or behavioral patterns. Insanity may manifest as violations of societal norms, including becoming a danger to themselves and others, though not all such acts are considered insanity. In modern usage insanity is most commonly encountered as an informal unscientific term denoting mental instability, or in the narrow legal context of the insanity defense. In the medical profession the term is now avoided in favor of diagnoses of specific mental illness such as schizophrenia and other psychotic disorders.[1] When discussing mental illness in general terms, "psychopathology" is considered a preferred descriptor.[2]

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

i want a snuggie



...lunch??!
best EVER










FATTIEEEE

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

BEST FRIIIIENDZ!!

That's how it starts.
We go back to your house.
We check the charts,
And
start to figure it out. (....w/ SANDWICHES!!)

And if it's crowded, all the better,
because we know we're gonna be up late. :)
But if you're worried about the weather
then you picked the wrong place to stay.
That's how it starts.

And so it starts.
You switch the engine on.
We set controls for the heart of the sun,
one of the ways we show our age.

And
if the sun comes up, if the sun comes up, if the sun comes up ...as it always does.... oops!
and I still don't wanna stagger home.
Then it's the memory of our betters
that are keeping us on our feet.
were in this TOGETHER!!! keeping eachother going in life....

You spent the first five years trying to get with the plan,
and the next five years
trying to be with your friends again.

You're talking 45 turns just as fast as you can,
yeah,
I know it gets tired, but it's better when we pretend. .... FATIGUE!

It comes apart,
the way it does in bad films.
Except in parts,
when
the moral kicks in. ...SANDWICHES!

Though
when we're running out of the drugs HAAAAAAA
and the conversation's winding away.
I wouldn't trade one stupid decision
for another five years of lies.

You drop the first ten years just as fast as you can,
and the next ten people who are trying to be polite.
When you're blowing eighty-five days in the middle of France,
Yeah, I know it gets tired only
where are your friends tonight? ..ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU!!! brat pack foreverrrrr

And to tell the truth.
Oh, this could be the last time.
So here we go,
like a sail's force into the night

And if I made a fool, if I made a fool, if I made a fool
on the road, there's always this.
And if I'm sewn into submission,
I can still come home to this. because were ALWAYS here for youuuuu

And with a face like a dad and a laughable stand,
you can sleep on the plane or review what you said.
When you're drunk and the kids leave impossible tasks
you think over and over, "hey, I'm finally dead."

Oh, if the trip and the plan come apart in your hand,
(aka if u do something CRAZIE in Korea that u mite
you look contorted on yourself your ridiculous prop.
regret/mite work out/WHO KNOWS?!? :) bc we will
You forgot what you meant when you read what you said, ALWAYS be here for youuuuuu)
and
you always knew you were tired, but then,
where are your friends tonight?

Where are your friends tonight?
Where are your friends tonight?

If I could see all my friends tonight,
If I could see all my friends tonight,
If I could see all my friends tonight,
If I could see all my friends tonight


miss my BEST FRIIIIEND!!! but KEEP ROCKIN THE UNIVERRRSE!! resilianceeee=theme of the week.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

she had trouble with drinking milk/being school TARDY

Last call for societal knockdowns, Measure my endeavors loosely based on someone elses song
Melodrama and a bottle of wine. Yeah, here's to self expression
Here's to everyone that's dead
Bring back the days that fell behind
I'm all wasted conversations in the corner of an empty room
So don't ask me out!! Dont make me try!!
...'Cause I don't wanna let you you down...
Outside the sidelines failing, Harder than the martyred stars of made-for-tv crime
Indoor living in a cardboard confines
Counts for very little when safe is just a state-of-mind.
I fell off the sidelines long ago,
I have no occupation, I'm just wasted for the weekend scene

I can't complain if I don't know how
It's a sad sad song with no story line
I fall to sleep in my rented room
It's not much to talk about,
I've got so much to talk about
But I don't wanna let you
I don't wanna let you dowwwn....


oops!!

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

at the end of the day...WHEN THERES NO ONE WATCHING


I only want the time to do one thing that I like
I want to get so stoked and take a walk out in the light drizzle at the end of the day
...when theres no one watching
If i think to fast
take what's in my head
i've got two things in my head's end
now i've got these chores
and im not gonna hurt no one
and when at last my work is done...
50% of your grade in 8 pages.
a handful of hours until deadline
....time to BULLSHIT :)


PS: its all about the attitude.

NO NEGATIVE ALLOWED!

Monday, October 12, 2009

DAI! SU SU SUUUUU


Did they tell you, you should grow up, When you wanted to dream, Did they warn you, better shape up, If you want to succeed I don't know about you, who are they talking to? They aren't talking to me!!
I'm higher than high, lower than deep I'm doing it wrong, singing along
Did I ask you for attention When affection is what I need Thinking sorrow is perfection I'd wallow 'til you told me There's no glitter in the gutter There's no twilight galaxy
Go higher than high, ooo Lower than deep, ooo Keep doing it wrong, ooo Singing along, ooo
I'm alright, c'mon baby I've seen all the demons that you've got. If you're not alright, now c'mon baby I'll pick you up and take you where you want
Anywhere you want Anywhere you want Anywhere you want Anything you want
GO! DO! BE!!!
....stay fooooocused....?!?

Friday, October 9, 2009

HEY I'M DOING ALRIIIGHT!

"The heavens have quite the agenda set up for you, starting bright and early this morning. That arrangement you've been working on almost nonstop for what seems like months will finally start to come together, due in no small part to the fact that you haven't had more than a few hours sleep at one in at least that long. Still, sleepless or not, if anyone can keep their eye on their dream, it's you. Don't worry. A few more sleepless nights should do it."

Thursday, October 8, 2009

today=officially BAIL day


droppppping a class. for my sanity. so tired of the TRAP! miss YOU! blogging everyday now. its our MAG!

I'm missing out
I've been completely shut down
And while awake submerged
I flow through this feeling

Like chairmen Mao's
Wake up song
The words from you ring on and on
(DAAAATING!! :))) I want to just hold you

I cant explain
This feeling treats me so strange
But where are you these days?
I need you near me

We're Moments away, Moments away
From making up again hey hey
Moments away
Just seconds too late

We try our best
It's our big test
Your looking east
And I'm lost out west
(PERFECCCT!!! east in KUHREA! west in the US. :(( we need to travel the world TOGETHER!!) Cant you hear me?

We're Moments away, Moments away
Lets burn the house and run away
Moments away

"The Wake Up Song" by the Submarines. AWESOMEEE!! soooo I think this song is ab like a couple in a fite?! but as alwayz LYRICS ARE WAT YOU MAKE OF THEM!! its allll in the interpretation. dropping a class is WAY BETTER than dropping acid.
-->other things you need to download: ALLL camera obscura... esp LETS GET OUT OF THIS COUNTRY!! Phantom Planet, The Black Keys (STRANGE TIMES!) Mattafix (Gangster Blues) haahah! The Kooks (esp Tick of Time!); Belle and Sebastion, Grizzley Bear.... man man mannn CALL YOU MOTHER! :)
keep up the typing skillz practice...

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

CAMERA OBSCURAAAAA :))))

Spent a week in a dusty library ...STORY OF OUR LIVESSSSS :)
Waiting for some words to jump at me
We met by a trick of fate
French navy my sailor mate
We met by the moon on a silvery lake
You came my way YOU AND JAMESSSS!
Said, I want you to stay

You and your dietary restrictions ahhhhahahahahaha
Said you loved me with a lot of convention
I was waiting to be struck by lightning
Waiting for somebody exciting
Like you
Oh, the thing that you do
You make me go uuuh
With the things that you do (you do, you do) somebody EXCITING!!! yes yes james!

I wanted to control it
But love, I couldn't hold it
I wanted to control it
But love, I couldn't hold it

I'll be criticized for lending out my eye
I was criticized for letting you break my heart
Why would a stand disappoint unless (?)
Fooling all but I'm more than dead love (?)

uuuh with the looks
Oh tender boy,
Ooh, with the looks, the looks, the looks

I wanted to control it
But love, I couldn't hold it
I wanted to control it
But love, I couldn't hold it

Relationships were something I used to do
Convince me they are better for me and you
We met by a trick of fate
French navy, my sailor

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Monday, October 5, 2009