Friday, August 28, 2009

CHEER UP, BOYZ!!!

...ur make-up is running...

It was meant to be
But all along it never meant a thing
Never stopped to ask you why
You didn't pass me by
Did you see me in your life?
Flash before your eyes
Was it just that I wasn't hard enough
Hard enough for you

Stop using my
Confusion
Wait, wait

There's a world out there
Don't you deny me
Give me one last wish
There's a world out there

Elementary
I solved them all
All your mysteries
Settle down and in good time
We can solve all mine
Tell me lies or tell me when
Tell me off again
I will let you know
When I've had enough

Had enough of you
...we like to be sketcheeee!!!! :)

Stop using my
Confusion
Wait, wait

I know you've got your reasons
Hey let's call it even
Turn out all the lights and go to bed
Still I get this feeling
No one will believe me
When I let these ghosts outside my head

There's a world out there

GET OUT THEREEEEEEEEE!!!!!!
miss you soooooo much

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

...change "girl" to "BOY"..... theyre NIGHTMARES!

It's understood, I said it many ways
Too scared to run, I'm too scared to stay
I said I'd leave, but I could never leave her
And if I did, you know I'd never cheat her

But this I ask, it's what I wanna know
How would you feel, if I should choose to go
Another guy, you think it'd be unlikely
Another guy, you think he'd want to fight me

She's a dove, She's a fuckin' nightmare
Unpredictable, it was my mistake to stay here
On the go and it's way too late to play
I need a girl that I can train


I heard it once, I'm sure I heard it twice
My dad used to give me all of his advice
He would say you got to turn your back and run now
Come on son, you haven't got a chance now

Need a girl that I can train
Need a girl that I can train
Turn your back and run now
You haven't got a chance now

Thursday, August 20, 2009

too many kidz.

http://www.gsu.edu/37738.html

GSU enrolls more than 30,000 students this fall

University breaks record for freshman class


Monday, August 17, 2009

i've got too much on my plate...


<3 aaaaaaamazing


itemz:
www.nothingnasty.com

....e oggi e il primo giorno da scuola.....e HO DIMENTICATO TUTTI ITALIANOOOO!!!! dummbbbbbdumbdumbdumb. guarda the website. rambling. 4 hrs of sleep total in past 2 days?? OOHHH WELLLLLL!!!! so much to tell you. love u miss you, ciao bella.

Sunday, August 16, 2009

awake for two dayzzzz. not coming downnn. bathe? change my clothes? COMAAAA
a lotttt alive alert awake ENTHUSSSSIASTIIIC

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

BBC Headline: Optimistic Women live for longer

Saturday, August 8, 2009

my escape!!!!!!!!!!!!!! perfect!!!

just think about ESSSSCAPING FOR A YEAR when i get sad.

love u love u!!

es*cape
verb
break FREE from confinement or controllll

Monday, August 3, 2009

researching??? 330 am?? alwayz. dis-ease

"As all the pushing and shoving over universal health care coverage moves into high gear, one thing remains indisputable. If Americans were healthy the costs of insuring them would be a whole lot less, and coverage could easily be provided for all without breaking a sweat. Healthy people have no need to visit doctors or take expensive medicals tests. They don`t even need checkups or perceived authority figures to tell them what they already know. Unfortunately, most Americans are currently nowhere near a state of vibrant health. This is partly their fault in failing to take responsibility for keeping themselves healthy. But the greater fault lies in the fact that Americans have been victims of an ongoing undeclared war by their government and corporate leaders who have conspired to keep them in a state of disease. To achieve vibrant health for everyone, we as a people must be willing to take responsibility for ourselves and realize we have helped create the world in which we live by silently going along with such a war. To do this requires much courage and change. Here are some starting points:
**Restore the quality of food
Hippocrates made the need for high quality food quite clear when he said "Let thy food be thy medicine and thy medicine be thy food." He realized that health rests in the hands of nutrition, and that all the medicine anyone could ever need is contained in food. However, Hippocrates never envisioned the factory farms of today that produce nutritionally depleted food grown in starved soils under farming methods that are an insult to the earth. He had no knowledge of pesticides and genetically modified seeds. It is no coincidence that our modern health crisis parallels the disappearance of clean nutritious foods.
When Americans ate a diet consisting primarily of unprocessed whole foods produced on family farms, the disease rates were a fraction of what is seen today, andhealth care costs were much less. We have allowed our right to eat healthy food to be stolen from us by greedy people. It`s time to use our dollars to take back this right. By buying only high quality whole foods grown organically on local small farms or in our backyards, we are saying no to the corporations that want to exploit us. When we do this we are also sending a powerful message to our families and friends that says health comes first. The more that people have to sacrifice to afford high quality food, the louder is their message.

Geoffrey Canada, currently working wonders in the Harlem Children`s Zone, realizes the importance of nutrition in raising healthy children and the importance of making it a priority even in families living at the poverty level. He is shown in the current CNN special Black in America Part 2 going door to door in his school`s community, seeing bags of junk food and fast food wrappers and asking the parents where are the apples and bananas. Canada understands that it is up to each person to try to shape the world in which he lives rather than blindly accepting life as it is defined by others."

wow wow wowww... long article. reading the rest later....kinda sleepy??
INSOMNIA!

hows the weather in KUHREA?!!?

We all want someone to shout for 
Yeah, everyone wants somebody to adore 
But your heroes aren't what they seem 
When you've been where we've been 

Have I done something to trigger 
The funny looks and the sniggers? 
Are they there at all, or is it just paranoia? 

Everybody's got their box 
Doing what they're told 
You pushed my faith near being lost 
But we'll stick to the guns 
Don't care if it's marketing suicidal
Won't crack or compromise 
Your do-rights or individes
Will never unhinge us


And there's a couple of hundred 
Think they're Christopher Columbus 
But the settlers had already settled 
Yeah, long before ya 

Just cos we're having a say-so 
Not lining up to be playdoh 
Oh, in five years time, will it be 
"Who the fuck's Arctic Monkeys?" 

All the thoughts that I just said 
Will linger round and multiply in their head 
Not that mad to start with 
I'm not angry, I'm just disappointed 

It's not you it's them that are wrong 
Tell 'em to take out their tongues 
Tell 'em to take out their tongues...

It's not you it's them that are wrong 
Tell 'em to take out their tongues 
Tell 'em to take out their tongues
And bring on the backlash! 

It's not you it's them that are wrong 
Tell him to take out his tongue 
Tell him to take out his tongue 
It's not you it's them that's the fake 
I won't mess with your escape 
Is this really your escape? 



its NOT YOUR FAULT you missed your flight.... its THEMMM!! its always them. were fine. this is REALLY YOUR ESCAPE!! embrace it. live it. enjoyyyyyyy. I will be right here when you returrrrrn. ahhhh do you HATE AMERICA??! hmm....

I LOVE YOUU!! stay safe. 

Saturday, August 1, 2009

july 31 2009. missed my flight to korea. take it or leave it. im writing to tell them im doing allllright. ha yeah im doing just fine :)

...So the wind that blows across your room
Carried cheap perfume onto your dresser
It rained for jewelry and for credit cards
Two tickets to a film I don't remember
One day you'll kiss your rabbits nose, pick up the phone
To find I've been turned over
And you'll grab that piece of gold
Only to find that the smell has taken over
Now all the things you had, they aren't the same...
As what you hold

I'm standing in a room,
It's filled with older folks pleading "baby listen"
And I scream as loud as anyone,
But when asked to make a point I tend to whisper
Now highways turn to tidal waves
They're asking me to export all of your insecurities
But that wind that blows across your room
It's gonna set the sails, and send me back to you

Sometimes, when sailors are sailing
They think twice, about where they're anchoring
And I think, I could make better use of my time on land
I'll drink less
'cause lord knows I could use a warm kiss
Instead of a cold goodbye
I'm writing the folks back home to tell them
"Hey I'm doing allllllright"

It's a shame what your father did to your brothers head
He smashed it with a telephone
And your mother got scared and locked the door
You were only four, but lord you remember it
So now you're scared of love
I'm here to tell you loves not some fucking blood on the receiver
Love is speaking in code
It's an inside joke (rosyyy)

Love is coming home

Sometimes, when sailors are sailing
They think twice, about where they're anchoring
And I think, I could make better use of my time on land
I'll drink less
'cause lord knows I could use a warm kiss
Instead of a cold goodbye
I'm writing the folks back home to tell them
"Hey I'm doing alriiiiight"

Yeahhh I'm doing just fine
And if she seems as lonely as me.....
Let her sink.
Let her sink.
Let her




missed the flight???!!

WHO KNOWSS!!?!?! YOU'VE GOT THIZZZZ!!!!!

slow down!

its not there?

love youuuuuuuuuuuuu